sweet dreams are poisonous.

Some of the poems I wrote, which I didn’t post on my Multiply account. These are found on my Friendster account but since it doing to dissolve, I’ll just have it here I guess.. I still have an unfinished blog on Multiply so I couldn’t post it there. Well, much has passed; brings back memories - and will remain as they are :]

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“The sideshow: Dancing in the rain, calling out your name.. I write my art. Tough luck; try hard, die harder.”

Will You?

01 02 07, 1149pm

if i put your hand in mine,
will you come with me?
if i ask you not to leave,
will you stay?
if i held you close,
will you hold me tight?
if i look deep in your eyes,
will kiss me?
and if i say ‘I LOVE YOU’,
will you keep me?
will you?

You Can..

01 03 07, 12:02am

you can call me whenever you need me
you can hug me if you need comfort
you can come to me if you need a shoulder
to cry on.. don’t hesitate.. i’ll stay until you stop crying.. i’ll cry with you.scream with you.laugh with you.die with you if you want me to.. you can do whatever you wish, but please..
don’t ask me to leave because i don’t want to..

Missing You..

01 07 07, 10:35pm

i made mistakes.. yeah, quite a lot.. i’ve said words that i shouldn’t have said and how i wish i could take them back.. don’t worry, it’s not your fault, you never did me wrong.. i guess i wasted a lot of time dreaming of someone and lived in he `past` -someone i knew i cold never have.. and now you’re here.. i’m sorry if i made you wait.. i know i’ve been busy so lately.. i’m sorry - i’m just too busy thinking of you.. only you.. i miss you too…

Wala Lang..

01 07 07, 11:31pm

wla lng..

gusto kong maglakad..
pero wala ‘kong maisip na
takbuhan..
walang mapuntahan..

hanggang sumagi sa isip
ko na nariyan ka pala sa tabi ko..

nanginginig ang kamay
ko at nanlalamig
ang katawan..

di maipaliwanag kung
anung nararamdaman..

di ba friends tayo?
kulitin mn ako..
patawanin mo naman ako,
pasyahin mo naman ako o..
para kahit sa sandaling
panahon ay makalimutan
ko ang lahat..

masakit lang talaga ang lahat sakin.

teka, masyado na bang malamig?
baka ako lang yun..
gusto kong hawakan ang
kamay mo, para kahit
sandali ay makadama ako
ng init[comfort me]..

gumagabi na pala..
alam kong kailangan mo ng
umalis, baka hinahanap ka na..
bibitawan ko na ang
kamay mo..

aalis na rin ako,

salamat sa oras mo..

ingat..

Stay

01 08 07, 5:51am

Are you happy when I’m with you? Do you smile when I’m around? `They` used to be around but now `they’re` gone..

Clueless.Uncertain. There were things left undone and words left unsaid, but there’s no one to talk to.. Nobody knows.. Nobody cared.

I’m burned yet I kept on loving you even though I knew how much painful it would be.. Please don’t be like them.. Don’t leave me here hanging.. Stay here.. with me..

Underneath It All..

02 05 07, 12:14am

underneath the universe,

i go from one planet to another.

i speak the alien’s language;

the language of the space..

underneath the clouds,

i lie awake, playing with the stars.

i speak the angel’s language;

the language of heaven..

underneath th ocean,

i swim deep and gather pearls.

i speak the mermaid’s language;

the language of the sea..

underneath certain countries,

i hang out almost anywhere..

i speak the traveler’s language;

the language of the world.

underneath this place,

i walk. i breathe. i live.

i speak the nymph’s language;

the language of nature..

underneath the surface,

i stumble in silence.

i speak the language of my soul.

i’m crying when no one is looking..

underneath your bed,

i creep and watch you sleep.

i speak the shadow’s language;

the language of your heart..

Hanggang Kailan?

02 12 07, 11:42pm

hanggang kailan ako tititig

sa mga mata mo?

puno ng misteryo,

puno ng kalungkutan..

pilit kong inaalam

kung ano’ng nasa isipan.

hanggang saan ang kaya mong takbuhin?

tara, alis tayo..

kahit saan basta malayo dito;

malayo sa kanila,

malayo sa magulong mundo,

malayo sa problema…

hanggang kailan tayo magtitiis

na hindi mag-usap gaya ng dati?

hanggang kailan ba nila

bibigyang kahulugan ang

bawat salita mo,

bawat kilos ko..?

hanggang ngitian,

hanggang tinginan;

hindi masyadong nagpapansinan..

hanggang kailan tayo ganito?

hindi ko alam..

gusto kong mapag-isa…

hanggang kailan ako iiwas?

hanggang kailan ka lalayo?

mga tanong na walang kasagutan..

nananatiling palaisipan..

hanggang kailan nga kaya?

sana hindi na magtagal…

A Thought To Remember

02 14 07, 8:43pm

slow down..

say a little prayer.

write a story.

do something,

sing a song.

play an instrument,

or anything,

it may be a game.

dance with the beat of Love

when you’re blue..

hug a friend.

share an experience,

and

cry once in a while..

it’ll make you feel better..

smile often.

have fun, live your life.

- better said than done, right?! -

Gising!

02 20 07, 1:46am

Gising! Gising!

Tanghali na!

Pagod na ang tandang

sa kakatilaok..

Gising! Gising!

Oras na para gumising

mula sa mahimbing na tulog,

mula sa walang hanggang panaginip..

Gising! Gising!

itigil mo na ang palalakad

sa gitna ng kawalan.

Gumising ka!

imulat ang mga matang

binulag ng kahapon,

binulag ng iyong sarili..

imulat ang mga mata

sa masaklap na katotohanan

kahit mahirap,

kahit masakit;

dahil kailangan,

dahil walang mangyayari

kung patuloy kang matutulog.

Bumangon ka

mula sa iyong pagkakahiga!

dinggin mo ang tawag nila..

Bumangon ka

at manatiling nakatayo

suot ang maskara..

h’wag mong kalimutan ang

‘yong pinaniniwalaan mula umpisa,

na wala kang maaasahan

kundi ang sarili mo lang;

dahil ito lang ang magagawa mo

sa ngayon..

hindi titigil ang mundo

sa pag-ikot.

hindi ka hihintayin ng oras,

ikaw ang hahabol dito..

kaya bumangon ka na.

nakahanda na ang pagkain..

patuloy na nagtitiis,

patuloy na kumakain

ng masebong ulam

at malamig na kanin

sa hapag na walang laman

“Nasa’n na ba kasi sila?

Ang lungkot kasing kumain

sa mahabang mesa ng

walang kasama..”

Summer Love

03 18 07, 1:36am

still of the sunset,

mfading light.

hopes of tomorrow,

dreams for tonight..

meteor shower,

gazing..

holding hands,

wishing..

sweet smile,

entangled hearts;

romantic phrases,

promise not to part..

flowers to keep,

new beginning.

write a poem;

one happy ending..

Dahilan

03 26 07, 4:36am

isang tinging makabuluhan
isang pagkakataon ang tanging hiling
isang luha
isang sandali lang ang hinihingi
‘wag naman sanang ipagkait
isang oras na nagdaan
ngunit hindi ka pa rin maintindihan
kaya naman nanatili na lang akong walang imik;
hindi na bale, wala rin naman akong masasabi..
isang ngiting puno ng kalungkutan
isang katahimikang binasag ng mainit na hangin
isang salita na galing sa’yo
ipagpatawad mo kung hindi ko narinig;
pwedeng pakiulit?
kahit masakit..
isang saglit
sa isang kurap
binago mo ang ikot ng mundo
at kasabay nito
naglaho ang lahat..
isang ulit pa
at muli akong nasasabik sa’yo
ngunit wala na akong magagawa kung nakahanap ka na
isang sulyap na lang
at aalis na ‘ko
baka hindi na ‘ko bumalik.. hindi mo na ‘ko kailangan.
‘wag mo na akong bigyan ng panahon,
baka magbago pa ang isip ko.
sawa ka na siguro sa’kin
hindi kita masisisi..
wala na ngang mukhang maiharap, nauutal pa..
hindi na mahihintay ang bukas
‘wag ka ng magtaka;
ikaw lang naman ang dahilan..

Like This

05 08 07, 11:40pm

beneath the full moon,
i heard a familiar tune.
this symphony is half dead;
it’s played with a needle and a thread.
your name is a threat,
mine is a secert -
something you can never keep,
something so deep..
love is a killer that i adore,
sooner or later pain will score..
a feeling so sedate;
yet something i have to abate..
for a moment it was a bliss;
suddenly, it ends up like this..

me too!

I finally found them here on Tumblr! No need for guessing, my picture is the clue lol now I can post some more random stuff *smirk*